Thursday, November 20, 2008

Waiting...Ugh!

I waited patiently for the Lord…

Psalm 40:1

Patience has never been a virtue of mine so it isn’t surprising that it remains the constant lesson in my life. From birth I was apparently eager to get going and not much has changed. I like to see things happen—quickly. So, when confronted with obstacles that slow down my progress instead of seeing them as moments of reprieve and rest I view them as nuisances. But, in my defense I am learning a life-changing lesson. These obstacles are becoming prayer moments.

There’s a reason why the psalms talk frequently of waiting, patience, be still. The psalms know us better than we know ourselves! Rushing from project to appointment we become frustrated, irritated and annoyed that life isn’t as “smooth” as we want it. There are continually obstacles, like the signs held by road workers that force us to stop and wait. Fuming over being stopped doesn’t get us to our destination any faster. Patiently waiting, being still is what allows God’s voice to be heard and in that hearing our spirits are quieted.

Believe me, it’s hard to be still. But there is a greater richness to the quality of life with the obstacles. Without them I would be more apt to forget to take in the surrounding view and more importantly keep a listening ear open to the heart of God.

Jesus, forgive my rushing life.
I want to accept the obstacles
as stop signs that allow me
more time with you.
Amen.

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